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Kate spent all her time at the gym
She spent all of our money on
Food her body couldn't keep in
I said, ""Therapy could help""
But she refused to begin
And that is why we got divorced
(Also because she cheated on me)
I retreated into myself
I hid from my friends because
I thought their sympathy wouldn't help
I didn't tell my mom or dad or anyone else
I thought I could do it alone
But I can't
That's dumb
I'm an emotional mess who
Needs to share with someone
Like my mom or Nad
I've tried to do better, but I am still pretty bad
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Bancho - Deep Web (demo)
02:16
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Dial in
Holding out your heartbreak
Making love in two ways-
Binary light
How you were broken,
and now its all out
Made them look older than they really were
Temporarily molded,
cast out of a shell
(Deep web)
I’m born with it
Maybe it’s luck in the code
Falsified comfort to hold
(Deep web)
Turns out I’m still bored in this
How many hours have I spent
I’m still in love with (Deep Web)
Tied down
In this bed we both make
Dual bodies, twice the pain
Altered states
Diluted all your past sypmathy
infatuated with a face on a screen
Pleasant in the moment
Won’t it last with me?
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"Broken Hearts
Tell me the time
You broke your promise to me, I know mine
I want you to just tell me
Criss cross on the ground
You’re crying because I told you i’m not around
You were just the second prettiest thing that I found
And I just broke your heart
Kind of small and minor too
apologies for never listening to you
I’m just following the leader and I see her and meet her and think this is where
I broke your heart
I broke your heart
I broke your heart
A broken heart
Someone I know
Never wants to see my face
Cause I know the harm
This time its real I’m sorry that can’t explain!
I know this heart
Tell the time
you pushed your body closer now to mine
and now I know this is you "
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"Could I believe in?
Could I believe in love?
Could I believe in?
Could I believe enough?
Could I believe in?
Could I believe too much?
Could I believe in?
Could I believe this much?
Parallel universe
On Mother’s Day
I thought of all
Our Timelines
Should I believe in?
Should I believe in love?
Should I believe in?
Should I believe enough?
Should I believe in?
Should I believe too much?
Should I believe in?
Should I believe this much?
Twenty-fifteen
Met you in the light
“Daughter!”
Twenty-sixteen
What if I had died?
“Water!”
April, three years later
You revealed
“Daughter!”
May, here, three years later
It is clear
“Water!”
Lightyears...
I have thought."
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Eli Scheer - Lost
02:59
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All the things I haven’t done
All the things I am not doing
Try to make my face read fun
Try to keep from overdoing
That’s just life this is it, I am listening. I am listening. I am.
Everywhere that I am not
Possible but still mirage
Try to choose and not get caught
Loneliness: self-sabotage
This is life I am lost, I am listening. I am listening. I am.
That’s just life this is it, I am listening. I am listening. I am.
I am.
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It was just last year
I was with you
Toulouse
Fathering a child
Adopting
Your bad habits
It was my first time
You were showing me around
A garden
I am here right now
But I think we might have stayed
There forever
In that moment
There was no one else but you
I saw it
I became concerned
For me
Mostly for you
So we bowed our heads
Together
In your hotel room
And we made amends
I don’t know if
I’m keeping
You won’t hear this song
But I often wonder how
You are doing
I’ve seen you face to face
But I’ll never get to ask
How you’re doing
Still I think about the things
That you taught me
I was lost inside my head
Til you saw me
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Oh, I’ve got so many habits I hold dear to me...
See, I’ve got two or three things–
You don’t think that there’s hope–No hope for me, but I don’t agree.
Why should walking on the sidewalk be boring like life?
Why should I be looking forward when I could be swiping right?
Why look you in your eye when I could walk and type?
Why should bad habits–my bad habits–die?
Oh, I’ve been told I come across quite cold...
I try my best to feign interest...
but it gets really old–No hope for me...Don’t you agree?
I’m so sorry if I made you sad.
Lately, my habits have been pretty bad…
But what’s the difference between bad or good
When you’re only doing things that people say you should?
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To not smile and wave!
Would I misbehave if I was okay with myself?
I give this freak.
Would I have run out of freaks to give by then?
If I take you in your want is pouring out of place
As it begins I cannot seem to draw the line around my space"
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I look down at my phone because it makes me feel alone
Throws my circadian off and numbs what isn't manageable
I know that I agreed to keep our bed phone free
And The Atlantic said teen suicide is caused by screens
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I look down at my phone but it still makes me feel alone
Throws my circadian off and numbs what isn't manageable
I know that I agreed to keep our bed phone free
And The Atlantic said teen suicide is caused by screens
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